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2 Blogs About How i Judge Food In A Positive Way (Raspberry Dessert) and a Negative Way (Mushroom Pizza)

Link:

http://juneroca.com/2012/02/21/2012-mushrooms/

"Negative" Judgment:

MUSHROOMS

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mushroom

I was looking at some pictures of raw food when i came across the picture of a pizza with mushrooms as topping. I had a slight  movement within me. That reaction came because i saw the dish as not being presented properly judging the dish as poorly presented because of a belief that mushrooms are not appropriate as a topping for a dish because it has a brown and black color. I also believed that colorful fruits and veggies are appropriate toppings for a dish.

What is it that make me choose a topping for my dish? What is it that makes me decide what is good or bad? Is my belief about what is good or bad coming from me as the personality defined by  words i connected to definitions, judgments, beliefs etc.? Is the personality who i really am or is it something i made up that is not real?

I realized i am just trapped as the personality defined by words that i connected to definitions, judgments, beliefs etc. I as who i really am is not here - the personality is here. The names of food items became more than (good) or less than (bad) what they really are - because i have made them less than or more than what they really are through my ideas, beliefs, judgments, values etc. that i have given it.

Self-honesty

I would like to self-direct myself in this blog as i realize that i am not the personality that exist separate from everything - rather i am that- that is equal to all - and that includes words. Words are symbols and symbols are a part of life - they are also equal to all. I am the breath that is here in every moment. I can - accept or not accept, allow or not allow - thoughts, words and actions - based from my starting point as a being that is re creating myself whose thoughts, words and actions are one and equal to/as what is best for all.

Commonsense

As i work for what is best for all and all of us work for what is best for all we are re creating a world that takes care of all - a world that truly honors life.

Self-forgiveness

I am going to do self-forgiveness for separation from words - the word mushroom and words i associated with it. Then i will do self-forgiveness for connecting them to different words through my beliefs, definitions, judgments etc. I will also do self-forgiveness for judging mushrooms as bad based on my belief that it is hard to digest and because it grows from dead things - where i connected mushrooms to negative energy and connected death to negative energy. I will also do self-forgiveness for judging them as less than other vegetables and for believing the colors black and brown are less than the colors red, green and orange.

Self-forgiveness for the word mushroom and other words connected to it:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  separate myself from the word mushroom.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word  fungi

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word spores

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word gills

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words mushroom soup

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words mushroom burger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words baked  mushroom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words stuffed mushrooms

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word sentient

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word tamasik

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Self-forgiveness on connecting words with other words based on my beliefs, judgments etc.:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word fungi

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word pores

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word gills

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words mushroom soup

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words mushroom burger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words baked mushroom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words stuffed mushroom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word sentient

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word digestion

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word hard

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom to the words poorly presented

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word grow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word sunlight

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words negative energy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death with negative energy

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the mushroom as less than other vegetables and other vegetables more than the mushrooms

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is not sentient to eat mushrooms because the guru said so.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the guru as more than myself

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the information i heard and read from the guru

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the information coming from the guru is more than myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  believe that mushrooms has negative energy because it grow from dead things from the ground

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge dead things from the ground as less than myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the colors black and brown as less than the colors red, green and orange

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when the food is garnished with black and brown colored vegetables it is poorly presented and when it is garnished with veggies colored green, red and orange - it is well presented

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is a good way to present a dish and a bad way to present a dish.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that energy is negative when it is coming from dead things and good when it is coming from living things - making living things more than non-living things and non-living things as less than living things

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge death as bad and life as good - existing within the polarity of birth and death, sorrow and happiness, movement and no movement.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that mushrooms are hard to digest

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Positive Judgment

Link:
http://juneroca.com/2012/02/27/2012-sight-how-we-unconsciously-program-ourselves-through-pictures/

RASPBERRIES

I was looking at pictures of raw food preparations when i saw this picture. I saw my eyes open wide. It was very subtle. It was not pronounced. I did not have thoughts about eating it, but that widening of the eyes tell me i like what i see in that picture. Before i saw this picture, i saw another picture of a raw pizza dish that has mushrooms on top. I got out of that picture as quickly as possible but when i saw this picture, i stayed and looked a bit longer.

What is it that makes my eyes open wide when i see this picture?

What is it that makes me like this picture more than the picture of the mushroom pizza?

What is it that makes me look at this picture longer than the mushroom pizza?

The one looking is me as the personality defined by words i connected with pictures that i connected with judgments, experiences and feelings. I connected this picture to feeling good because of a belief that when raspberries are suspended in a kind of  jelly like substance - it tastes good - based from an experience in the past. I am defined by that experience , where i enjoyed eating some berries suspended in a jelly like substance. Then,   i judged it as more than myself believing that when a dish/dessert makes me feel good, it is more than myself . The body manifested that through my eyes widening. This happened in my mind.  The physical body was used to manifest a belief.

I realized i am not here - the personality is here. I am trapped within the personality defined by pictures and experiences i connected to my beliefs, judgments, definitions etc. Pictures became more than (good) or less than (bad) what they really are through the definitions, beliefs, judgments i have given them. This picture defined me as the personality. I became more than or less  than who i really am within my seeing a picture.

If i continue existing this way and accept and allow this to happen again and again, i will be directed by pictures i see on TV, in the internet, magazines etc and be addicted to buying what i do not need, as i will be impulsed by the media through the pictures they put in their advertising - rather than me directing me here. So, to get out of this mind possession, I will forgive myself and then correct myself for accepting and allowing me to be directed by pictures. I will move myself to be here in every moment of breath directing me. As i  stop my ego/mind/personality i will also make sure that i  expose the personality systems that deliberately put pictures in their ad to impulse everyone to buy their product. I will not support personality systems that support the world systems that make this world the way it is.

Let there be a world that truly honors life.

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